"Transitioning from Employee to Entrepreneur: Preparing for the Good, Bad, and Ugly"

Leaving a steady job to pursue your passion is often seen as a brave and exciting move. It's a chance to follow your heart and create a meaningful impact in the world. However, as I recently made this decision, I've found myself experiencing a mix of emotions, one of them being the strange feeling of not preparing for the work week and the other having to create a plan to structure my days.

For years, I've followed the typical 9-5 routine - waking up early, commuting to work, attending meetings, and completing tasks assigned by my superiors. Despite the stress and demands of the job, I grew accustomed to the structure and routine it provided. I had my weekends to relax and recharge, and every Sunday evening, I would mentally and physically prepare for the week ahead.

But as I left my corporate job to focus on my passion of bridging the gap between Pregnancy and Infant Loss and Mental Health Awareness, I found myself with a whole new sense of freedom. Suddenly, there was no Monday to dread, no Sunday blues, and no deadlines looming over my head. At first, it felt amazing - a sense of liberation from the mundane routine. However, as the weekend comes to an end, a strange feeling began creeping in.

I am realizing that not having a set schedule, has me feeling a little lost and disconnected. It is a weird sensation of having all the time in the world and not knowing what to do with it. For someone who prides themselves on being organized and efficient, I feel a sense of discomfort. Without discomfort there is no push for growth.

But amidst these feelings of unease, I also feel a strong sense of purpose and fulfillment. With all my time now dedicated to my passion project, I can pour my heart and soul into making a real difference in the areas that are close to my heart. I can now spend hours researching, creating content, and reaching out to people, all with the goal of raising awareness and starting necessary conversations.

Leaving a job to pursue a passion is not always an easy decision. It comes with risks, uncertainties, and a steep learning curve. But, it's a decision I will never regret. The feeling of making a difference and having a purpose far outweighs the temporary discomfort of not having a set schedule.

So, as I continue on this journey of creating awareness and bridging the gap between Pregnancy and Infant Loss and Mental Health, I have come to accept that the feeling of not preparing for the work week is a small sacrifice in comparison to the fulfillment I gain from doing what I love. And, I am grateful for every moment of it.